I’m Here


Sitting on a chair in a bright blue endless sky

Staring at you lovingly, a feeling I can’t deny

Yet feelings will never be reciprocated

Coz’ your heart is already taken

 by someone who’s not worth it.

Inside of me, I love you

But I can’t dare to tell you

Not just even show you

But the truth is, I want to be with you.

You are sometimes stupid, sometimes crazy

But the sure thing is, you make me happy

If only you can feel the hidden affections inside of me

If only you can hear my song and words that speaks truthfully.

But having you will always be impossible

A fantasy that can’t possibly be a reality

Writing a poem for you might be plausible

But it will never be a reason for you to notice me


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It’s very unexpected that I’ll fall in love with you

It’s very unexpected that my heart beats for you

There are many reasons not to be in love with you but…

Unfortunately,  there are many reasons to stay in love with you.

At first, you were just an unknown creature in my life

You were just an ordinary person and nothing more

but unexpectedly, the stupid cutie little cupid get his

bow and arrow and stroke it on my stupid heart then

my stupid heart starts beating for


Unexpectedly, it’s you and me and because it’s unexpected..

we can never tell that unexpectedly it will

reach the breaking up of you and me

but hoping for you and me will be forever



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Mathematical Love Dream

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At first we’re like two parallel lines,

That was destined not to meet each other

As day passes by and we don’t know,

That we’ll become a circle diameter.

When that day came and the theorem was changed,

A transversal came to meet us

And I suddenly felt in the interior of my heart,

That it was you and not Pythagoras.

The point came that we both knew,

That we were an angle of love

And we were fearful that somehow, somewhere,

A bisector will come to divide us.

“Boom” I was shocked, and really took a deep breath,

And I saw through my eyes that it was just a segment.

I pinched my arms and took a scream,

Then I realized that it was just a Mathematical Love Dream


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How Can I?

How can I forget you?

When you’re always on my mind

How can I say “I miss you”?

If you haven’t felt the way I do

How can I make my day?

After everything has turned to gray

How can I say ” stay”?

If you’ve already turned your back and walked away

How can I sleep tonight?

When you’re always the one I dream at night

How can I say that I’m alright?

When nothing seems to go out right

How can I move on?

If I’m still holding on to what is done

But tell me, how can I say “I love you”?

If your love for me is gone


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Imagine a bird without a wing,

It’s feather were taken by the wind.

Imagine how cold the night could bring,

December wind’s thy was spinned.

I am as flightless as a bird could be,

Whenever you are not beside me.

Your eyes were too magnetic to me

Your skin I touched; I cannot resist.

Your smile shines so perfectly,

Thank God someone like you do exist.

Why do I fall and die hopelessly anyway? 

I wandered why it happens when you’re thousand miles away

Can’t count the stars, just watch it glow,

Constantly flightless- can’t stand by my toe.

I’m weak, yes, it’s true

I am so flightless without you,

I wish you and I were Bella and Edward,

Forever for them is not so hard,

I love thee with all my heart.


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Unrequited Love

Strong romantic affection

Afraid of Beloved’s rejection

A love that is never returned

wants to leave no stone unturned

A shadow under the sun

Unable to be seen by someone

Longing heart not to speak of

One-sided emotion roughly shoved

Ah, the tragedy of Unrequited Love


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Of All The Greatest



Of all the greatest things

That ever happened to me

Was that blessed day when we met

Of all the beautiful eyes

I had seen

Was that genuine look you had in night

Of all the handsome faces

I got attracted to

Was that gorgeous smile you gave to me

Of all the guys around

I had admired to

Was that feeling that I’m sure it’s you

Of all the hardest things

I had encountered

 Was that time when you knew I like you

Of all the little secrets

I had kept

Was that strange affection I felt for you

Of all the biggest dreams

I’ve been wishing for

Was the chance of being loved by you

And of all the precious times

I’ve been longing for

Was that moment when I felt

You love me too


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If Only

I wrote this poem when I was 14. I remembered being “heartbroken” when I discovered my “crush” had a “girlfriend”.  Dont judge! We all had that moment in our life. 😄

So here it is….

If only you will see

The cheers and laughters you brought to me

If you’ll just look at me deeper

You’ll realize the truth and look at me closer

Nothing I can do

I never can regret

That your feelings for me

Is not what I expected

If only she was not in the picture

I’d rather own you and capture

Captivate you with my sweet smile

Until you’ll admire me after a while

But I know these are only my elusive dreams

which I fantasize over and over

Knowing you is nice, I remember

But having you is impossible, I can render

Showing and telling you

the thousands of If’s is fine

Yet all I want to say

If Only You Were Mine


My Shining Polestar

Thou eyes like polestar to thee

That guides thy heart in extremity

If ever I lost my way

I’ll just follow my heart that speaks truly

For aye to be with you

Thy loves’ that shine and glow

I’ll never question my desires for you

Tunable heart thy mine is all true

Unfolds word that rains

An ’twere little raindrops in sane

Anoon thy longing love shines again

Lodestars fairly want to gain

For aught that I did

Loving you speeks truth, indeed

Thy heart hast guide like a Lodestar

You are always be my shining Polestar


Future Boyfriend

Dear Future Boyfriend,

I have no idea if I already knew you or not

All I know is that you’ve been in my mind and in my heart

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Be prepared to make weird faces

For I, your future girlfriend needs some funny showcases

Dear Future Boyfriend,

I’ll surely find it cute when you’re frustrated

No worries, I’ll melt your heart so jaded

Dear Future Boyfriend,

I am very full of surprises

Two of them are surprise cuddles and surprise kisses

Dear Future Boyfriend,

I’ll hug you when you’re in pain

Let’s fight together the monsters inside your brain

Dear Future Boyfriend,

I am still waiting for you

For I know your coming will always be my best world of view

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Make me your Aphrodite

Make me your one and only

To my Future Boyfriend,

The moment that the shining rain fills the void inside our heart

Our world will come alive as our love starts